Monday, August 3, 2009

An adumbration of abundance - III

4th march:

"maa!!!i have my infosys training today!!!" Ritti said lazily while her mom came to her room to iron her clothes

"okie!!! take ur tiffing..dont have foods from outside"

Ritti laughed at her mind...hehe infosys is such a blessing...god knows whre will my mom send me if she ever comes to know that most of the infosys training she had was in victoria n malls with her boyfriend...

"wow!!never thought trainings can se so interesting" Ritti thought and took out a white top dress from the cupboard

she was getting ready when Ayan texted"dont get out of the house today...its so much hot outside"

this thing of Ayan attracts Ritti most...his caring attitude...her small things makes him tensed...anyways she discarded the thought n texted back "i will be at home only..best of lck for your exam"

she hated this lieing but what can she do?already Ayan told her to meet him but then seeing the weather told her to stay home only...now if she tells the truth about her meeting with Mainak..it will hurt Ayan...so better a lie than hurting him....n Ritti got ready

Mainak was already waiting for her to come....while having food Mainak asked "so what you did about him?thought about anything?"

"na re!!cant think of anything...he will get damn angry if i tell him the truth...but atleast i have to find a reason to tell tim "no" so that things doesnot get worstened..."

"tell him you arenot ready for any relationship now"

"but what if he wiats untill i get ready?" then after thinking a little said again"well i think yoy are right i dont thinks he has such strong feelings that he will wait for me!!!"

"hmm!!or else there is another way" Mainak winked as he said"find a girl for him"

"Mainak!!!i will find somone for him...he will tharsh me re...and by the way he is such a angry fellow that i think 10 times before saying anything to him..dont yoy remebrg how he got angry when some days ago i played a joke on his proposing a girl and getting a 'no'??"

suddenly the phone vibrated"where are you now?can u meet me near my place in the evening"

Ayan...

giving a look at Mainak,Ritti quickly typed"am now at home...okie will try to come"

"i have to go home now re..its already 5" Ritti said

"so early?ok..will drop you at home"

"no re!!i can manage alone" and Ritti took a bus to Ayan's place..

as soon as she got yup she saw Ayan already there...Ayan was looking at her..she kinda felt uneasy

"once a guy starts liking a girl..things are never same again"

and for the first time she felt it....really its not the same person she is knows..something has changed...she couldnot make out that whether its her....or Ayan..or the relation between them...but something isnot same....she felt a little inept while walking with him and taking a bus to a quiet place....

when walking thorugh the quiet place Ayan for the first time held Ritti's hand...and she felt empty again...but she was kinda releived when Ayan started talking about insouciant things like about scholl stuffs ..and every time he paused Ritti was afriad of some"so what you thought about it?"...after walking for some time....they started walking towards home...Ritti was about to take an auto to home...when Ayan again held her hand and said"its already 3 days and i havenot got any answer"....

"umm err...what answer re?" Ritti tried her best to act innocent...but that was really obtuse...

"dont act so dumb..u arenot so...look!!you dont know thorough what am going...even if its a 'no' then blurt it out ...it seems as if am at a gunpoint and u r holding the gun..its upto you whther you will shoot me or give me my life"

"Wish I was in the gunpoint instead of you...coz neither can I shoot nor can give you life" Ritti thought…but managed to say "don’t worry will give you the answer after your semester exams" and took an auto before Ayan could say anything more

thats another fault of Ritti..she thinks that taking more time will save her from the situation...but little did she understand that its only for the time being....

"He held my hand today" Ritti was a little weird while saying it to Mainak

"Umm...gotcha....by the way you are you so late?"

Mainak sounded a little angry while talking...because Ritti came early from date saying that she is getting late for home and its 9pm already and she havnt reached home yet and not only that during this time she havnt picked up any call from him...so there was enough reason for him to get angry about...but very rare he shows his anger and possesiveness...actually he feels little afraid..its that Ritti broke up from her previous relationship only because the guy was too much possesive...and he was too afraid to lose her...

Ritti can sense it to...but she shams as if she havnt....actually she herself is a lot possesive...but when it comes expressing she acts as if nothing has happened and she is very cool about it...but at heart she isn’t...and so when somone else expresses she gets angry...why cant someone gives enough space to other....?so she tried to talk about something nice and soon they were laughing and talking about something else........

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