An adumbration of abundance - V

15th march:

"you know ayan i have written something to post in my blog..but I dont know the things required for it..can u help me "
it was 9pm and ritti as usual was chatting with ayan..during this time most of the days she chats and obviously when ayan is online she rarely gets time to type even a 'hello' to anybody else...
"ok!!just gimme your pass and id ..will do it for you" ayan replied back
while ritti was typing the pass mainak called..and ritti went to pick up his call..as she thought that for some minutes ayan will be busy doing the blogs things for her...
she was busy gibbering with mainak when suddenly a message came to her cell..
It read "i got to know many things about you..never thought you are like this"
ritti was flummoxed for a second..and within a couple of secs ..she became clear about it
her id and pass were the same as that of the gtalk...and ayan have read the chats regarding him with mainak...
"omg!!did he also came to knw about her affair with mainak? oh god!! what will happen now?"
she was kinda perplexd..didnt knew what to do...the first thing she did was to change her password...but things never goes right when they are ought to.. she was so baffled that she couldnot log in...on the other hand her cell phone was flooded with ayan's messages...she was too afraid to even open it...she switched off her cell...and called mainak from her landphone...and vented out the whole thing..tears rooled down her eyes ...its just not beacuse she is sad about the whole thing..but she is feeling damn angry with herself..how could she ever make a mistake like that?...even mainak was shocked..."are you so dumb..you gave your pass to him?you think him a fool??even i dont know your pass and you gave it to a stranger?how??"
"stop ragging me...and think of a solution?what will i do now???i dont think he will ever talk with me...he got to know about us too" ritti was about to burst into tears
"arey dont cry...look you know na that u are not guilty at your heart?then why are you taking the whole blame to urself..and this day was about to some someday..how can you hold a truth?dont worry he wont stop talking to you..i will talk to him tommorrow...we are going to meet na tommorrow...?"and mainak kept the phone....
ritti couldnot get a wink of sleep and she was trying hard to get bck her password so that she could atleast see those chats....what she culd recall is that some days ago she showed mainak some chats of hers with ayan....and to lighten the situation they made it look like a joke...mainka only started it..because he knew that at her heart ritti is only thinking about ayan's propose..he knew how much seriously she has taken it....so just to lighten it up they did..but ayan will never get to know that....
riiti really felt worse..she couldnot even switch on her cell..she has no problem with ayan knowing about her affair...but the thing is what it he stops talking to her after that?
no..she cant bear that...tears rolled down her eyes....actually she was trying hard not to have any feelings for ayan..she knew its not right...mainak is a very nice guy..why?she have no right to hurt him...whoa!!so many thoughts..and that stupid ayan thinks that he is at the gunpoint....all these thought crowded her mind and she didnt knew when she fell asleep...